Sleep.

Thank goodness it's spring break. So waking up at 4:16 is an okay thing to do. Even though I fell asleep at 1:30 last night, I still feel so tired. Everything feels like a blur, on what day it is, on what I should be doing. Soon, I am hoping that everything I see doesn't remind me of you. I'm angry at myself, angry that I couldn't do anything to help you. But, I think I'm doing better. I'm trying to keep myself occupied. But my regret of being selfish, not seeing in your perspective, grows everyday.

Everything seems just sort of empty.