Selfless.

No good deed goes unpunished. Today I could think about the benefit of myself, whether I will get a good grade on my APUSH final, or if I can go out. I could think for the benefit of myself, selfish and thinking that I have life at its worst. I want to be selfless. And I'm working on my way to do so. A thing that pisses me off, something that irks me, I could get passed through it right? Because everyone around me has their own troubles, some far greater than my own. I apologize for not seeing you in such pain, for thinking that everything was going to end up okay. But in reality, pain doesn't just last a day or a few hours. Pain could last years, months on end. And I failed to see that. I failed to be selfless with you. A verbal second chance is easy to say, but I will say within my power, I will do everything to show you that I care for you the way I say I do.