I guess this is the only way I will know you are okay or not, whether you are lying through your words, or if your actually telling the truth. You are supposed to hate me. Those words will never escape my consciousness. And just seeing your name while I skim through my contacts, just makes me remember that. If you think I am just going to escape then fine, think that I am doing alright. Think that I can day by day think nothing of you. Disappearing off the face of my earth, yeah that was a smart thing to do. Selfish of you, but I understand. I have been nothing but selfish all this time, and I deserve it.
You should stop missing me, because you hate me. You wouldn't want to miss someone that you despise so much. My heart and mind is still shattered in pieces, and yeah, us talking won't do us any good.
My mind is in jumbles, but I am done crying, I get too dehydrated. When you want to say something to me, you know where to find me.
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